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Yours truly,


November 10th, 2010

A contented sigh, a catch of breath at a pain in my soul. . . . @ 08:38 pm

gaiman_phile:
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Dear . . . You.

You know who you are. You know all about our . . . situation.

I have already addressed this in the e-mail I sent you tonight, but I cannot help but kick myself repeatedly for the situation that went down a few years ago. I still cringe over how I allowed that to happen the way it did, and I am still so very, very sorry. I know you forgive me, but I am trying so hard to learn to forgive myself. It is not easy, and I am trying.

We have had a very unique bond since 1997. Our friendship is something that has always and will always continue to be special and precious to me. The way I not only allowed things to play out, but my own actions, is inexcusable. You know how I feel about excuses and acts of random stupidity and meanness. I used to be that person, and I am striving daily to NOT be that girl anymore. I love hearing from you. I always find myself smiling and happy that there's notifications in my e-mail that you've sent me a message on facebook. I find myself so touched and blessed that you forgive me as freely as you have, and continue to do. Thank you for that.

Saying those three little words to you earlier, it was not easy, as you are already aware. You and I have been so close for so long, you are already aware that I meant every syllable. I don't say things like that just to be saying them.

Thank you.
 
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From:gaiman_phile
Date:July 10th, 2012 04:40 am (UTC)
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I appreciate your comment, but I can't read nor speak Portuguese.... Can you yell me, in English, what this is? Thank you...

Dear...

Yours truly,